Newbie's Attack

Regarding to my condition as a new comer in my new office, this blog is going to tell about mu experience as a new comer, hehehhe.

Started from last Friday, I officially got a job as an operations , a temporary staff actually.

it always hard to be a new comer. Mingle is the first thing you have to do. You have to give your best smile to every new person.

However, it all will not be a hard adaptation anymore if you have already got someone who is paying attention more to you.
this thing clearly happens to me, I have a colleague who is paying a little more attention to me. He always asks if I already eat my lunch or not.

I just feel that I'm not like a little alien in that office. Because, he notices that I exist in that office.
Ok my new colleague thx for you attention, I really really appreciate it...

all in all, my best suggestion if you are a new comer in a new environment, the first thing you have to do is find someone who is willing to pay a little more attention to you so that you will not feel like a little alien, hahahah. Silly suggestion!

Maka nikmat Tuhan kamu manakah yg kamu dustakan?

I have a friend. I envy her so much. She has everything I want. She has a good hobby, a great job, and a magnificent brain.

Are those clear enough why I envy her so much? hehehehhe

but then, I think that I'm not supposed to have this feeling. It means that I have not appreciated what God has decided to me before. Hey, jeniiiii you have been blessed for what you've got.
You did graduate at a great time, You have already got a job, and you do have a beautiful family who always support your decision. How wonderful is that?

Ya Allah, in this holy night allow me to say my apologize for being such an ungrateful person.
I know that you always give me the best.

Ya Allah, in this silent night allow me to say Thank you for every nice and wonderful thing you have given to my life.

"Which then of the bounties of your Lord will you deny?" (QS Ar.Rahman: 16)

You call me Jeni?!!

Jeni Maiza Winda is my beautiful name and people usually call me Jeni. All the member of my family call me "ade", they'll call me "Jen"i is just when they get angry with me.
More over, my college friends call me Jeje.
Actually, I don't really bother by the way people call my name, Jeni, Jeje, jenot, it's up to them.

But this afternoon, it became my full concern when He called me Jeni. It was not the name he used to call me. How could the word Jeni came from his mouth? Am I not his special anymore?
Does he want to be just an ordinary friend?

For God sake, Jeni... it's been almost two years. Of course, he has changed.

The way you call me Jeni means that you want to show me that "I'm not your special anymore" and "You are just my ordinary friend".

Ok! you can call me Jeni....