The Big Blue Taxi

hehehhehe,
malam jumat kemarin aku bertemu dengan seorang yang ntah kenapa menurut ku punya sesuatu yang membuat aku terkesan. Seorag bapak supir taxi yang berwara biru dan berlambang burung itu bernama pak saprudin.

Beda dengan beberapa supir taxi yang sebelumnya aku naikin,ia langsung bercerita panjang lebar, tentang suka dukanya naik taxi. "Dulu saya supir truk, mba". "Jadir supir truk mah enak, ga keburu2 uang setoran kaya sekarang, sekarang mah kalo udah magrib setoran belum sampe 100 dah kelipungan." "Tapi ya mba, kalo pekerjaan itu jangan dipusingin, selama kita berusaha dan ikhlas, pasti rejekinya akan bertambah". "Kalo kerja itu ga boleh kesel2 mba." "Kita harus hobi sama kerjaan kita, kan kalo hobi itu ngelakuinnya aja dah seneng, ga dibayar aja dah senenga apalagi dibayar, pasti tambah seneng kan ya". "Saya mah berusaha aja, tapi juga haus ikhlas."

Pak Saprudin sepertinya orang yang dikirmkan oleh Allah untk menasihatiku, untuk menasihatiku agar mencintaik pekerjaan sekarang ini, lakukan sebaik mungkin, dan ikhlas. It's like God wanna advise me to Love my job, and every good thing will come to me."

Seorang supir taxi yang kerjaannya lebih banyak tekanan aja bisa ngomomg gitu, hebaaatttt.
Pak Saprudin yang cuma lulusan SD punya anak2 yang membanggakan, Ke-Dua anak2 nya bisa sekolah di UI dan ITS, belum lagi yang kecil juara 3 lomba web design se- Jawa Barat. Hebaaattt!!

Dalam cerita ini Allah juga mau bilang ke aku kalo semuanya akan mungkin selagi ada niat dan kerja keras.

Thx ya pak saprudin...

Ya Allah,I Know that you always have such a great mysterious way to show your existence.

Newbie's Attack

Regarding to my condition as a new comer in my new office, this blog is going to tell about mu experience as a new comer, hehehhe.

Started from last Friday, I officially got a job as an operations , a temporary staff actually.

it always hard to be a new comer. Mingle is the first thing you have to do. You have to give your best smile to every new person.

However, it all will not be a hard adaptation anymore if you have already got someone who is paying attention more to you.
this thing clearly happens to me, I have a colleague who is paying a little more attention to me. He always asks if I already eat my lunch or not.

I just feel that I'm not like a little alien in that office. Because, he notices that I exist in that office.
Ok my new colleague thx for you attention, I really really appreciate it...

all in all, my best suggestion if you are a new comer in a new environment, the first thing you have to do is find someone who is willing to pay a little more attention to you so that you will not feel like a little alien, hahahah. Silly suggestion!

Maka nikmat Tuhan kamu manakah yg kamu dustakan?

I have a friend. I envy her so much. She has everything I want. She has a good hobby, a great job, and a magnificent brain.

Are those clear enough why I envy her so much? hehehehhe

but then, I think that I'm not supposed to have this feeling. It means that I have not appreciated what God has decided to me before. Hey, jeniiiii you have been blessed for what you've got.
You did graduate at a great time, You have already got a job, and you do have a beautiful family who always support your decision. How wonderful is that?

Ya Allah, in this holy night allow me to say my apologize for being such an ungrateful person.
I know that you always give me the best.

Ya Allah, in this silent night allow me to say Thank you for every nice and wonderful thing you have given to my life.

"Which then of the bounties of your Lord will you deny?" (QS Ar.Rahman: 16)

You call me Jeni?!!

Jeni Maiza Winda is my beautiful name and people usually call me Jeni. All the member of my family call me "ade", they'll call me "Jen"i is just when they get angry with me.
More over, my college friends call me Jeje.
Actually, I don't really bother by the way people call my name, Jeni, Jeje, jenot, it's up to them.

But this afternoon, it became my full concern when He called me Jeni. It was not the name he used to call me. How could the word Jeni came from his mouth? Am I not his special anymore?
Does he want to be just an ordinary friend?

For God sake, Jeni... it's been almost two years. Of course, he has changed.

The way you call me Jeni means that you want to show me that "I'm not your special anymore" and "You are just my ordinary friend".

Ok! you can call me Jeni....

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Bitter Sweet Meeting...

Today I've just met the one I love most, the one I think that I will remake the relationship we've just broken up later..

Unfortunately, this meeting is not like the meeting I have predicted before. He said that he has just make up his relationship with his ex-girlfriend who is not me.
What on Earth that He think he is??
For God Sake, for the patient time I've just given to him in this previous months. Are those mean nothing him??

However, My feeling right now is different with the feeling I felt when we broke up. It hurts but it doesn't hurt so badly,, All I feel it's just a kind of relieved feeling.

What does this mean to me???

I still love him, I already put him away from my heart, or I just begin to love him??!

Suddenly disappear!!

Pagi di tanggal 29 Mei 2009 ini, tiba2 temen SMA ku yang sudah lumayan lama tak terdengar kabarnya menyapa di salah satu tempat layanan chatting palng begengsi, paaaaa cccc!!

"Jen, g lg pengen enyah dari Jakarta nih,enak ya lu ga di Jakarta" katanya,
waw!!! kenapa ya teanku ii? kok tiba2 nyapa n melontarkan pernyataaab seperti itu,

"Sok atuh main ke sini"

'Iya nih g pengen 'ilang'!"

Mmmhhhh, suddenly I realize that kind of emotion that I have experienced before...

Perasaan dimana,
Terkadang kita muak sama kegiatan kita sehari-hari yang monoton dan ituuuu-ituuuu aja, bangun tidur, mandi, ke kampus, belajar, pulang, sampe tidur lagi.
Monoton!!
Terkadang kita ingin pergi ke tempat lain dimana kita jadi orang 'asing', tempat yg belum pernah kita kunjungi sebelumnya, tempat dimana tak ada teman yg dikenal, tempat yg bisa dibilang sebuah tempat yang bebas untuk melakukan hal apa saja semau kitaa, bereksplorasi sesuka cara kita. karena dalam pikiran kita "Terserah dong, bodo amat ah!! Orang gada yg kenal ini". Karena kita lebih perduli pada pendapat orang2 terdekat kita dibandingkan mereka yg tahu nama kita pun tidak,

hhhh,,,
Suatu tempat dimana kita bisa melakukan hal yg belum pernah kita lakukan sebelumya,, suatu tempat yg juga menyadarkan kita kalau kita tak selamanya bisa sendiri,, suatu tempat dimana kita akhirnya sadar betapa berharganya kehidupan yg kita punya, sehingga saat kembali kita dapat menghargai kehidupan monoton itu.

It's true that I have such an 'ordinary' life. However, it is the life where my beloved fams n friends live in.

So grateful 4 this ordinary life, then

My Life is filled with "YOU"

Since I've been engaged with The Undergraduate Thesis, I almost loose my self identity and hygene. hahaha

This is my life recently,

1. Almost forget about smiling

Hhhh,,, semuanya jadi M.E.N.Y.E.B.A.L.K.A.N

2. Had a messy bed

Tempat tidur sekaligus tempat kertas, hehe



3. has been haunted by a book called "Games People Play"









Whuaaaa, buku ini lagiiii...... Takut!!







4. I'm used to spending my whole day in front of the desk instead of TV




Mmmm, pojok kamar "Kesayangan" ku! he







Hhhhh, What a Mesmerizing Life!! (^_*)